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I'm not needed in
this world

Because, there is nothing good 
about me..
Besides, as I was hospitalized 
frequently, I don't even
have friends

But these days....
I found a reason to live...

Only if could fall into a sleep..

Only two of us..
in this beautiful world...

Is this the what's called
 happiness...?

But when I wake up from that 
dream...

The reality that I cannot hide
presses me down

So I pray everyday...

That this reality would become
a dream and the dream would
become a reality...

While I was going through
both happiness and unhappiness

the date of the surgery
 came close

What would be different after 
I go through this surgery?
....Becoming healthy?

I don't think becoming healthy
will change this unfortunate
situation....

Maybe...no it is definite
that the happy family over
there....

is the dream I will never
be able to achieve....


Today, I'm dreaming again...